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- Traci
- I love Jesus, crafts, painting, scrapbooking, cooking, decorating my home, eating, sleeping, babies, animals, watching reality tv, reading, cleaning, my husband, friends, family, traveling and lots more (in no particular order-except Jesus cuz he is #1). :o)
Friday, April 9, 2010
Homesick
This past week, I have started feeling homesick. I think it started with Easter and realizing that hey, I don't have to drive around visiting relatives this year. It was nice to not have to go from place to place and to be able to relax (not that I don't want to see my family, sometimes it just gets tiring when you have to go here and there and don't have a minute to relax during the weekend after working all week) but then not being able to do that made me sorta miss that. I miss being able to see my family and friends whenever I want. I also miss the feeling of home, our house, our yard, the comfort of feeling at home. It doesn't feel like home here. :( Maybe it will, but not yet. Don't get me wrong, I like being able to walk to the beach. I like having 3 day weekends. I'm happy to be with my husband. I think I just want to have my cake and eat it too! Don't we all, right? I try to tell myself that this is good for me b/c I have never moved this far away, never lived in another state, etc etc. It's a time for growth! So I'm praying that this sad, homesick feeling will fade away and that I can just feel content in where God has placed me right now. Bring on the adventurous spirit! Where is mine hiding?!? :o)
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It hasn't even been three months. No way it's gonna feel like home yet. Hope things start looking up for you. Love ya!!
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